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"The patient," said Roger Carr, the green-eyed
fair-haired chief resident of the sports medicine rotation said, "has hyper extended his knee.
Due to previous surgeries, there is scar tissue pressing heavily on the
strained muscles surrounding the kneecap.
Patient is exhibiting symptoms of pain and swelling but numbness in the
pelvic area. What's the standard procedure?" A ringed, red-tipped hand shot out. "Tammy?"
The girl, her curves rounded slightly and her dark blonde
hair tied back into a simple ponytail took a deep breath before saying,
"arrange for a surgical consult."
He tapped his pencil against his nametag. "Yes, but why?"
"Scar tissue could be pressing on a nerve group."
"Precisely right." Doctor Carr pulled back the white curtain
surrounding the bed. "Mister
Michaels, are you comfortable?"
The man in the bed locked eyes with Tammy. "Sunny?" he mumbled.
Up shot the hand of Toni Kawada, whose efficiency Tammy
despised. "Patient is
delusional. Request a psych consult?"
Mister Michaels didn't hear her. "Sunny?
What're you doing in
"Yes, Mister Michaels, it's Sunny in
"Psych consult?" Toni
asked.
"Chem pan?" suggested a
tall redhead.
"Wrong."
Tammy thrust out her hand.
"Catscan. The patient gets hit on the head for a
living."
"Correct. Very bright, Ms. Candito."
Toni shot Tammy a look of fierce disgust, as if she smelled
something rotten.
"All right, our next patient is experiencing fever and vomiting..."
Tammy lingered behind the crowd, looking back to her old
lover. "Doctor, could I stay behind
and assist in prepping Mister Michaels for surgery? I find his case...fascinating."
"It should, considering your former line of work,"
Doctor Carr said. "You need to meet
up with the rest of the group in the x-ray room in an hour," he signed off
on her presence with another quick flourish of his pen.
"All right," Tammy said. "And I won't be late
this time."
"Yes, I believe you," he said dryly, leaving her
alone behind the partition.
Mister Michaels waited until she had drawn the curtain
closed around the bed before speaking.
"None of them recognized me," he pouted.
"Toni spends her Mondays with her books, Mikla is a boxing nut and Doctor Carr knows all about me
but he's not impressed." She
glanced at his chart. "Another
knee surgery?"
"You're surprised?"
"Not the way you move," she smiled at him
directly. "So, how's Themis?"
His brow furrowed, aging him ten years. "I didn't marry Themis."
Awkward, she
thought. "Jenny? Or Pam?"
He flushed. "My
wife's name is Rebecca."
Her expression of vague amusement didn't waver. "Can I meet her?"
He looked like he'd rather blow a giraffe. "She's back
in
"That's going to be hard when you're on crutches for a
month."
"They're used to me limping around," he said
lamely. "You're a doctor now?"
"Interning. This is my first rotation."
"Don't lie, Sunny - you know
all about rotating."
She bit back a laugh at his limp joke. He studied her tenderly as she checked his
pulse and how many literes of fluid were left in his
IV bag. "You look pretty
good."
Tammy knew this man too well - he might have said she looked
hard, but his southern gentleman gene wouldn't allow it. "I'm not twenty."
"When I was twenty I had a mullet - you couldn't say I
was gorgeous."
"You would," she retorted.
"That was before," he said very seriously. "I'm a different man now - a man who's
seen the error of his ways and knows the light of the Lord..."
Please don't try to
convert me, she begged him mentally.
Though an ex-lover converting her in the hospital would be a great story
for her next convention appearance...
"...And I hope you find Him, Sunny. I hope Chris found him before he passed
away..."
That made her eyes snap. "Don't try to convert me through
Chris," she said flatly.
"I'm not trying to convert you. I was planning on calling you after he
passed, but Rebecca doesn't like it when I talk to old girlfriends. She thinks I'll cheat on her."
"You weren't
Shawn shrugged, pushing back his sheets.
"Pull up your gown."
He blanched.
"Why?"
"Didn't you read the waiver? They're taking a muscle from your abdominal
wall to build new support for your knee."
She took a razor and a can of antiseptic cream from the waiting bedside
tray. "I have to shave you from
knee to belly button before Doc Andrews gets in."
"Why you?"
"Just consider it part of my education," she
smirked. "I promise not to cut you
if you'll lie still," she said when she bent over him...
...And she thought about how she'd shaved herself for him
one hot summer afternoon when they were nothing but oversized children, too
high, stupid and rich to care about God, fidelity or prickly heat. In the afterward there was an awkward
goodbye, and somehow she knew he'd see her again when the children were grown
and she was a thriving private practitioner.
Late at night while she cracked the books with a container
of ramen, she wondered if Rebecca had seen her handiwork or if the orderlies
had erased her white lie before he went into anesthesia. She never would find out, but every few years
she would remember the words "Sunny wuz
here" and an arrow pointing down to a wilted penis carefully shaved into a
fuzzy abdomen and grin.